domingo 31 de marzo de 2002 1:40:00 PM
happy easter everyone! Ü & a happy, happy 50th birthday to my mom. she's a golden girl. Ü
i miss having a special someone. it gets really lonely sometimes whenever i think about it. i'm not in a rush to settle down or get into a really serious relationship but... well, i just miss having someone who'll hug me & tell me everything's going to be just fine. i hate the fact that i still shed a tear for the relationship i once had -- one which i thought would last. i wanted it to last. oh damn me! what crap am i writing here? sheesh. i'm just bored. Ü
sábado 30 de marzo de 2002 4:39:00 PM
i'm back! it's a day earlier than the original plan. i mean we were supposed to go home on easter sunday (tomorrow) but i'm glad to be home nonetheless. Ü so, before i go make chika about my cavite trip, i have to continue the plugs & hugs that got cut off last wednesday. here it goes, as promised. Ü thanks to everyone who signed the guestbook so plugs & hugs go out to: anna who's been spoiling her li'l mutt too much, nino (where are you?), niks who's now in spain, nikki who's into cats, angewa who just had a virus in her computer (wish i could help), psyche who is still on hiatus, ricky who's still so in love with his baby, rye who has a new layout, & jen who just lost her sanity. *winx*
the short vacation to cavite was good. it was a silent time for me & my family. i was able to see a real prosesyon & stuff. nice. change topic, OMG! rico yan is dead. =| i don't know what else to say! =| life is so short. it's scary but it's reality.
miércoles 27 de marzo de 2002 6:59:00 PM
i fixed the content of my site since my family & i will be leaving for cavite tonight. we'll be there until easter sunday so there won't be any updates for a while. i still have to pack & eat dinner. we're planning to leave at around 9pm. Ü
so, before i go, here's a couple of plugs & hugs: Ü mel who has 18 pieces of pink tops in her closet & was the first one to sign my guestbook after i put the new layout up, bel who's now offering blogskins which are terribly good, mixz who isn't feeling summer yet but her layout is definitely fit for the lenten season, chrissy (i will link you as soon as i get home from cavite), lloyd who's going to make version 4 of his site soon, jackie who's a sweetie & it will be her day (of love) tomorrow, tanya (i want to watch queen of the damned too! waaah...), katia who just made a new layout for her journal, meane (how are things?), lei who spent the day with her boi, nadia who graduated last sunday, ais who has a new layout in the making, camille who has a pretty blue layout...
waaah... i'm not yet finished but we're leaving na. grrr... so to these people eh plugs na lang muna: anna, nino, niks, nikki, angewa, psyche, ricky, rye, & jen!
thanks to everyone who signed the guestbook!!! mwah. i'm off. bye. i'll make lots of chika when i get back! Ü
lunes 25 de marzo de 2002 11:12:00 PM
new layout. Ü hmm... Ü i'm so proud of this layout because i didn't use anyone else's graphics or whatever. */me congrats myself.* the layout is really simple but it looks real organized. Ü i really like this layout & i want to keep it for a long time... i mean, i want to keep it for more than a month & stuff. Ü the content is still sucky & all but the guestbook is functioning well. so sign & tell me what you think of this layout! Ü
i stayed home the whole day & declined two offers from some friends... guy friends... to visit me here at home. Ü i don't know why. it's weird. i just feel like i want to be alone. Ü
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is short, forgetting is so long.
~ Pablo Neruda
nice lang dba? Ü
You're the boy cut. You love to get out and be yourself. Getting down and dirty is a very familiar thing to you. You live an active live style and you simply love it, you go where life takes you.
Which underwear are you?
nonconformity? me? puh-lease. haha. well, just a little bit, i guess. Ü hey, katia has a new pink layout. it's so pretty & sweet. Ü send her your love. send some hugs for rose too. she has a britney layout but anyway, i liked the way she wrote "beneath the voice there is a devil"... oooh, kinda freaky dontcha think? weh. `tever. Ü love goes out to nino, lloyd, truck, yam & lei. Ü mel is on semi-hiatus because she needs to read those books (before boys as she said) & study. anyway, i just took another test & i got this from carlo's site:
Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
Click Here To Take The Test
hmmm... i'm highly histrionic & narcissistic. haha. `tever. honestly though, i'm freaked out by the results because there's a lot of truth in it. *gulps*
my best friend's mad at me again. waaah. i did nothing wrong. he's quite sensitive these days but how come i have to get involved? i am sooo busy with school work & i think he should try to understand that. sheesh. i guess it is partly my fault but he shouldn't slap it in my face. okay, binoy, if you get to read this (that i doubt. you don't visit my site naman), well, i'm sorry. i really am. ho-hum.
domingo 17 de marzo de 2002 1:34:00 AM
it's funny how time flies by. one minute you're so in love, the next, well you're not anymore... i just wish i was in love right now...
viernes 15 de marzo de 2002 10:40:00 AM
i almost have 8000 visitors on my site. if YOU are my 8000th visitor, tell me & i will give you something... hehehehe... Ü today is another beautiful day. Ü i woke up, took a bath, & went to school. my first class was nice. the result of the previous exam was given & i got a prettty good score. Ü yehey. i think i'm going to pass the subject with good grades after all. Ü i'm sooo happy. Ü my next class will be at 230pm & since i have nothing better to do, i decided to bum around here in my mom's office in ateneo. Ü i'm only staying here until lunch time because i'm going out to lunch with a friend. Ü i wonder where we'll eat. i have this craving for pasta. Ü
i just found out that there are numerous versions of the quote from the movie "hook". the one i have above (lookie up in the pic), the one tinkerbell said to peter pan. here are a few of those versions i'm talking about: (i got them from different sites & stuff)
"You know that place between asleep and awake? The place where you still remember dreaming? That’s where I will always love you."
“You know that place between asleep and awake? The place where you remember your dreams? That's where I'll be waiting. That's where I'll always love you.”
"You know that place between asleep and awake where you still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always think of you."
"You know that place between asleep and awake? Where you were still dreaming? That's where i'll always think of you."
"Do You know that place between asleep and awake? The place where you still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you."
geez huh? dein ko alam tuloy what's the right one. i guess i hafta just watch the movie then.
summer's just around the corner. we're going to go to boracay for the holy week or is it after the holy week? hmmm... i think we're going to spend the holy week in cavite to visit the different churches there. Ü nice. i'm looking forward to it. finally, some quiet time away from the hassles of my everyday life. then when summer vacation really starts, it's party, party, party! wheee. Ü i hope my girlfriends & i go somwhere... like swimming, or hiking, or even camping. Ü that would be fun. Ü
my love life is soooo non-existent. shiyet. maybe it's because i'm too busy with everything... or maybe i'm just plain ugly. huhuhuhu. (self-pity. bwahahaha) what is wrong with me? am i not attractive anymore? waaaah... well, it's not that i'm desperate & it's not like there aren't any boys around me but... they're all just friends & those whom i thought i could love, well, they turned out to be moronic assholes. *augh* all the good guys are taken & the good ones who aren't are fags. just kidding... but hell, where are all the good, attractive boys hiding? Ü waaah... i'm depressed. i just feel lonely. boo-hoo. This is just one of those days when i'd like to feel wanted... cared for... loved. *sigh* ooooh, change topic, my mom, sis, & i might go shopping later. Ü yehey. that will keep my mind off this depressing state i am in. Ü wheee. well, i'm still happy because today is a good day. Ü it really is. Ü
jueves 14 de marzo de 2002 7:59:00 AM
up, up & away in my beautiful balloon! would you like to fly in my beautiful balloon? hehehe... Ü d'ba may song na ganyan? hmmm... Ü i'm off to school in a few. i have an exam later. wish me luck! Ü
miércoles 13 de marzo de 2002 11:54:00 PM
i have a test later. waaah... Ü i'm still studying that's why i'm up. *yawns* i'm sleepy already.
martes 12 de marzo de 2002 10:48:00 AM
Ü wala lang! i feel great today. wheeee... Ü
lunes 11 de marzo de 2002 12:41:00 AM
it feels like i didn't blog for the longest time... err, i was busy the whole weekend. Ü well, hugs go out first for jackie who's such a sweetie & she has a new guestbook Ü, also for lloyd who's going to be an atenean next sy & he also has a new guestbook. Ü hugs also go out to jill who has a lovely new blue graduation layout & she has a button too which i will get in a little while. Ü hugs also go out to nadia who also has a graduation layout up & is also waiting for love like me. hehe. *winks* Ü hugs also go out to mel who's still pretty with her pink layout. Ü hugs also for nino & lotsa kisses for him too. Ü hugs for roch who also has a new graduation layout up. it's really cute & it makes me miss my high school days. awww... Ü
i'm still up. i don't know why. i've got plenty of things to finish for school & yet, i still have the time to sneak off, open the pc, & blog. waaaah. Ü i'm hungry. my stomach just grumbled. it literally did. oooh, i can hear my brother's footsteps going into the next bedroom which is his room of course. hmmm, he got home late on a sunday night & he didn't even have to ask permission to go out. i envy him. guys have it easier when it comes to curfew. i mean, my parents nag me all the time about getting home early but they don't fuss about it so much with my older brother. maybe it's because he's old already. NOT! it's because he's a man, get it? & i hate it for two reasons. number one, it's such a sexist thing. i mean what's the deal? so what if girls have better chances of harrasment or getting raped? does that make it fair to treat them differently from guys? i don't think so. sure, i love the fact that my parents worry about me. it's just not fair that my brother gets away with going home at 6am, sometimes even on a school night & i, on the other hand, will get a really bad punishment or scolding from my parents if i exceed 2am. *augh* second reason is this: i'm already 18 for crying out loud?! & do they actually have any idea what time parties start nowadays?! hmpf. it's so humiliating that you already have to say goodbye when everybody's just starting to party. oh wellz...
my friend ryan & i are making this photo album thingie with my debut pictures on it. it's really nice. we started doing it the whole of saturday but we still didn't get to finish it. boo-hoo. it's ayt though cause i'm trying to finish it on my own & i'll probably be done by the end of this week. Ü if not, ryan & i will be meeting up again to finish it together. wheee. it's going to be pretty (the photo album) cause i know i put a lot of love & hard work into it. yehey!
i've got the sniffles. it's really bad. i had to stay in bed this afternoon & hide under the blankie to keep myself warm. *sigh* in love? am in in love? i'm not. i wish i was though... *sigh* goodnight world. (more of good morning...) Ü & there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be than here in my room dreaming about you & me... *smiles*
jueves 7 de marzo de 2002 11:31:00 AM
Ü i'm updating the content of my site soon. i just got inspired. wheee. Ü *daym* i just learned that i don't have a 1-230p class. thus, my next class will be at 530-7p! jee. what am i going to do with my spare time? ho-hum. i'm bored. waaah.
Love, emotions, and relationships fill your days. You are constantly thinking about others, especially the ones you love. Others consider you a romantic and a fool. You give yourself to others, but don't give too much, even the breadmaker must eat.
miércoles 6 de marzo de 2002 10:39:00 AM
good morning world! Ü i was just thinking that today is such a lovely day. wheee. i don't know why but i feel so up & jumpy. haha. Ü yesterday, i got 75 points out of a hundred in my socsci2 exam. that ain't so bad i guess. i mean, the exam was totally objective & all these facts got jumbled up in my head. the exam started with true or false, then identification, then enumeration. waaah! oh wellz... anyway, i'm off to update this site. Ü visit this site, sign the guestbook, & tell me what you think... thanks. Ü
lunes 4 de marzo de 2002 10:52:00 AM
Ü up diliman won the football match yesterday afternoon! wheee! we're UAAP soccer champions! Ü hehe. Ü i forgot what the score was but we won! Ü anyway, lloyd has a new layout. it's black & white & simple pero rock! know what i'm saying? hehe. Ü *sigh* i have a class until 7pm today. bleh! & they did a really weird thing today in school. the two-way street around the sunken garden was suddenly transformed into a one-way street. what da hell?! my sister & i got confused this morning when we passed by. she was driving the car & i bet after she dropped me off, she had to turn back & go around to get to her building. i also had a hard time figuring out where to ride the ikot jeep cause it wasn't on it's usual route. f*ck! Ü it's all good though. Ü hehe. oh, i'm in my mommy's office right now. i don't have a class until 1pm so i'm bumming here for the time being. Ü ahhh... it's so hot! i swear. i had to wear shorts today, a plain t-shirt, & sandals. no need to make porma. it's summer already, i guess. Ü yehey! Ü hehe. Ü
uhm, what else? i've always loved katia's quote in her site. "though we can never be... i'll always think of you & me." awww... so sad. anyway, how come i can't view yam's page?! grrr... now, i'm currently viewing eide's site & i was really impressed with the fact that she had Jesus on her splash page but i can't seem to get to the next page because the connection here is f*cking up. Ü oh, & mel's back after a month of hibernation. Ü let's sign her guestbook & make her happy! Ü
domingo 3 de marzo de 2002 4:46:00 PM
i'm pissed. i wasn't able to watch the UAAP football championship at the ateneo today (3pm). i wasn't allowed to go out because no one was going to bring me to the game because everyone is just so busy & of course, i wasn't allowed to drive alone... like as if i really could. phooey! oh wellz, i got the latest update from my friend who's watching. It's the second half already & the score is 1-1 (UPdil vs. UST). *sigh*
yesterday, i went to my friend's wedding. awww, shux! i can't believe it. my friend from high school is already married! OMG! she's only 19. (i think. maybe 20) anyway, while 3 of my girlfriends & i were on our way to go partying after the wedding, we got hit by a trike. i mean, the car got hit by a trike! stupid huh? so anyway, we spent the rest of the night in the police station. good thing though that my best friend's mom came & my other friend's dad also came. everything went well & no one was hurt. we just all went home afterwards & of course, the gimik was postponed. "next week na lang!" we might go swimming next week because it's adeline's birthday. (adeline was my friend who was driving the car) anyway, later my family & i will be going out for dinner because it was my brother's birthday yesterday. he's already 24! he even had a party last night here at home. it was hella noisy so i slept quite later than i wanted to. i slept around 3am already but i was already lying in bed by 12! sheesh.
before i log off, i would just like to say that i hate you jason! Ü there, i love the fact that i just said that! Ü
sábado 2 de marzo de 2002 1:13:00 AM
is this going to be a long blog? i guess. Ü it's late & i'm still up. actually, i just got home a few minutes ago. i watched a show in up diliman by an org (samaskom) entitled live aids. t'was ayt, i guess. Ü anyway, thoughts are just running through my head like speeding bullets right now. weird. one minute they're there, the next they're not. it's frigging crazy! i want to sleep already but i can't. i had an exam today. it was all good. i felt good about my answers & i think i'm going to pass. whoopeee. Ü *yawns* i'm sleepy. i guess this isn't going to be a long blog after all. goodnight world! Ü
