domingo 21 de agosto de 2005
10:04:00 AM
thank you ~ dido
me with my best friend, soul mate, palangga, hubby, love of my life, oneill.
at his band's jam in west triangle, qc.
my tea's gone cold i'm wondering why
i got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window
& i can't see at all
& even if i could it'd all be grey
but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad
i drank too much last night
got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
i missed the bus & there'll be hell today
i'm late for work again
& even if i'm there, they'll all imply
that i might not last the day
& then you call me & it's not so bad
it's not so bad
& i want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
push the door, i'm home at last
& i'm soaking through & through
then you handed me a towel & all i see is you
& even if my house falls down now
i wouldn't have a clue
because you're near me
& i want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
perfect song for the way i feel because my baby never fails to give me strength. despite the mess or whatever problems i have (especially work-related ones), just one look at him & i know the world's going to be okay soon enough. & i know that i'm doing whatever i'm doing for a future with him. i love you, babe! you are my everything.
my hubby & i settled our problem last friday. after spending the day in school despite the holiday, i went to SM north with teacher mec & sir marlon to buy school materials (which i think claret should provide but doesn't) & then we had dinner afterwards. anyway, after all that jazz, i took a cab to my baby's jam at west triangle. i even gave him & his band mates a box of small donuts. i stayed with him there until 1-ish am & then we left.
i love my baby. he's been teaching me bisaya. oneill, palangga taka! mwah.
viernes 19 de agosto de 2005
9:05:00 AM
friends ~ mike francis
girls' slash teachers' night out last night with priya & mec at shade, katipunan. fun. priya & mec got drunk. i seriously got buzzed. anyway, i'm going to claret today. i know it's a holiday but there are no holidays for teachers. i have to finish computing my students' grades. sigh. i miss my baby. i miss him so much. i wish we'd settle our conflict already.
laying off the stress for a while.
priya the v, mec the tease, & alla the rocker.
miércoles 17 de agosto de 2005
3:28:00 AM
never leave you (uh oh) ~ lumidee
if you want me to stay, i'll never leave
if you want me to stay, we'll always be
if you want me to stay, love endlessly
if you want me to stay, if you want me to stay, then i believe you
unhappy. 4th monthsary my ass. tired. wretched. abused. go figure which one i feel the most. try harassed. i want to die. D. I. E. someone kill me. love is sad. i cried after reading what trick wrote:
Once again I say to you "I Love You"
Even if the light fades on us.. I give up.. just as you have given up..
I give up on a thing that never happened
A thing we call.. in our depths..
Love...
isn't life a bitch? p.s. i really do want to quit my job though i do love my students, believe me.
